Your choice

Do what you want
just whatever
not like I have to see it
i’ll never feel any of it
still so strangled by the pain of life
the numbing i get from your coldness
leaves me no feelings of pain or depth
just nausea
vomitous feeling of words put in my mouth
they won’t stay down
words like

i who feels nothing but sick
i can’t
noone gives me a chance to feel anything
before choking me with foul interpretation
i can’t
i shouldn’t
my life
no it’s his
get your hands off my throat
i need to breathe to survive
i don’t want this life
put your hand down my throat
feel my heart, pull it out
it’s yours now
take care of it
i have to go now
can i keep the words
love and hate



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