my lowercase “i”

no more can i take
must think me a flake
just let them i did
always, i always did
to not would be worse
could it be worse
putting off the inevitable
or drive it home now
is that what they want
what they always
have wanted
all of them
always wanted this
wanted me to end it
i won’t do it, i can’t
i want to just can’t
if you all want it done
then one of you do it
you cannot drive me to it
i won’t go to hell for you
do it yourself
don’t you know that
i loathe you all
enough that you can

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nobody's stopping you
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