All this sadness they say they feel is bullshit.  If any of them gave the slightest damn, tbey would say something TO me.

And the thought there are still “messages to me” being strung up, it’s hypnotizing.  The only way to stop it is to get it right next time. Next time, swallow a few more. Next time, make that one the last.

Then there will be no more bullying, harrassment, antagonizing, lies….  none that my eyes will ever have to see.